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gst Indian women; your assistance will be to me invaluable。”

My iron shroud contracted round me; persuasion advanced with slow sure step。 Shut my eyes as I would; these last words of his succeeded in making the way; which had seemed blocked up; paratively clear。 My work; which had appeared so vague; so hopelessly diffuse; condensed itself as he proceeded; and assumed a definite form under his shaping hand。 He waited for an answer。 I demanded a quarter of an hour to think; before I again hazarded a reply。

“Very willingly;” he rejoined; and rising; he strode a little distance up the pass; threw himself down on a swell of heath; and there lay still。

“I can do what he wants me to do: I am forced to see and acknowledge that;” I meditated;—“that is; if life be spared me。 But I feel mine is not the existence to be long protracted under an Indian sun。 What then? He does not care for that: when my time came to die; he would resign me; in all serenity and sanctity; to the God who gave me。 The case is very plain before me。 In leaving England; I should leave a loved but empty land—Mr。 Rochester is not there; and if he were; what is; what can that ever be to me? My business is to live without him now: nothing so absurd; so weak as to drag on from day to day; as if I were waiting some impossible change in circumstances; which might reunite me to him。 Of course (as St。 John once said) I must seek another interest in life to replace the one lost: is not the occupation he