ent estate was perched on the shores of Lake
o; the proprietor had collected the portraits of all the great personages in
Frankish history from kings to cardinals; and from soldiers to poets: “When
my hospitable host left me alone to roam as I wished throughout his palazzo;
which he’d proudly given me a tour of; I saw that these supposedly important
infidels—most of whom appeared to be real and some of whom looked me
straight in the eye—had attained their importance in this world solely on
account of having their portraits made。 Their likenesses had imbued them with
such magic; had so distinguished them; that for a moment among the
paintings I felt flawed and impotent。 Had I been depicted in this fashion; it
seemed; I’d better understand why I existed in this world。”
He was frightened because he suddenly understood—and perhaps
desired—that Islamic artistry; perfected and securely established by the old
masters of Herat; would meet its end on account of the appeal of portraiture。
“However; it was as if I too wanted to feel extraordinary; different and
unique;” he said。 As if prodded by the Devil; he felt himself strongly drawn to
what he feared。 “How should I say it? It’s as if this were a sin of desire; like
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growing arrogant before God; like conside