her。 I’ve long since forgotten about marriage。 Besides; I am
married。”
“If you still want to marry him; I’m willing to give you my blessing now。”
“I wish not to be wed to him。”
“Why?”
“Because it’s against your will。 In all sincerity; I desire nobody that you do
not want。”
I noticed; momentarily; the coals in the stove reflected in her eyes。 Her eyes
had aged; not out of unhappiness; but anger; yet there was no trace of offense
in her voice。
“Black is in love with you;” I said as if divulging a secret。
“I know。”
“He listened to all I had to say today not out of his love of painting; but out
of his love for you。”
“He will plete your book; this is what matters。”
“Your husband might return one day;” I said。
“I’m not certain why; perhaps it’s the silence; but tonight I’ve realized once
and for all that my husband will never return。 What I’ve dreamt seems to be
the truth: They must’ve killed him。 He’s long since turned to dust。” She
whispered the last statement lest the sleeping children hear。 And she said it
with a peculiar tinge of anger。
“If they happen to kill me;” I said; “I want you to finish this book to which
I’ve dedicated everything。 Swear that you will。”
“I give my word。 Who will be the one to plete your book?”
“Black! You can ensure that he does so。”
“You are alrea