“I’m not afraid of them;” Enishte said; “because I’m not afraid of death。”
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Who were “they”? I nodded as if I understood。 Yet annoyance began to
mount within me。 I noticed that the old volume immediately beside Enishte
was El…Jevziyye’s Book of the Soul。 All dotards who seek death share a love for
this book that recounts the adventures that await the soul。 Since I’d been here
last; I saw only one new item among the objects collected in trays; resting on
the chest; among the pen cases; penknives; nib…cutting boards; inkwells and
brushes: a bronze inkpot。
“Let’s establish; once and for all; that we do not fear them;” I said boldly。
“Take out the last illustration。 Let’s show it to them。”
“But wouldn’t this prove that we minded their slander; at least enough to
take it seriously? We’ve done nothing of which we ought to be afraid。 What
could justify your being so frightened?”
He stroked my hair like a father。 I was afraid that I might burst into tears
again; I embraced him。
“I know why that unfortunate gilder Elegant Effendi was killed;” I said
excitedly。 “By slandering you; your book and us; Elegant Effendi was planning
to set Nusret Hoja of Erzurum’s men upon us。 He was convinced that we’d
fallen sway to the Devil。 He’d begun spreading such rumors; trying to incite
the other miniaturist