wreckage of the
rooms and their furnishings and the savage violation of our privacy; than we
were over my father’s death。 I can tell you from experience; unfortunates
who’ve lost loved ones are forted by the unchanged presence of objects in
the house; they’re lulled by the sameness of the curtains; blankets and
daylight; which; in turn; allows them occasionally to forget that Azrael has
carried away their beloved or kin。 The house that my father looked after with
patience and love; whose nooks and doors he had meticulously embellished;
had been mercilessly vandalized; thus; we were not only devoid of fort and
pleasant memories but; reminded of the pitilessness of the culprit’s damned
soul; we were terrified as well。
When; for example; at my insistence we went downstairs; drew fresh water
from the well; performed our ablutions and were reciting from the “Family of
Imran” chapter—which my dearly departed father said he loved so much
because it mentioned hope and death—out of his most cherished Herat…
bound Koran; we were under sway of this terror and alarmed that the
courtyard gate had begun to creak。 It was nothing。 But; after we checked that
the latch was locked; and barricaded the gate by moving with our bined
strength the planter of sweet basil that my father would