facedown beneath my heavy body; using my chin and one free hand to push
his head so it nearly touched the sharp point of the sword。 My one hand was
full of his dirty hair; the other held the sword to the delicate skin of his throat。
Wisely; he didn’t move at all; because I could have finished him then and
there。 Being this close to his curly hair; to the nape of his neck—which
might’ve invited an insulting slap at another time—and to his ugly ears
enraged me all the more。 “I’m using all my restraint to keep from doing away
with you this instant;” I whispered into his ear as if divulging a secret。
That he listened to me like an obedient child without making a peep
pleased me: “You’ll recognize this legend from the Book of Kings;” I whispered。
“Feridun Shah; in error; bequeaths the worst of his lands to his two older sons
and the best; Persia; to Iraj; the youngest。 Tur; bent on revenge; dupes his
younger brother; Iraj; of whom he is jealous; before he cuts Iraj’s throat; he
grabs his hair just as I am doing now and lies on top of him with all his
weight。 Do you feel the weight of my body?”
He gave no answer; but from his eyes; which stared blankly like those of a
sacrificial lamb; I could tell that he was listening; and I was struck with
inspiration: “I