tic speculations; besideour fire of fallen boughs; with Ellery Channing; after talking withThoreau about pine…trees and Indian relics; in his hermitage atWalden; after growing fastidious by sympathy with the classicrefinement of Hillard's culture; after being imbued with poeticsentiment at Longfellow's hearth…stone… it was time; at length; that Ishould exercise other faculties of my nature; and nourish myselfwith food for which I had hitherto had little appetite。 Even the oldInspector was desirable; as a change of diet; to a man who had knownAlcott。 I looked upon it as an evidence; in some measure; or asystem naturally well balanced; and lacking no essential part of athorough organisation; that; with such associates to remember; I couldmingle at once with men of altogether different qualities; and nevermurmur at the change。 Literature; its exertions and objects; were now of little momentin my regard。 I cared not; at this period; for books; they wereapart from me。 Nature… except it were human nature… the nature that isdeveloped in earth and sky; was; in one sense; hidden from me; and allthe imaginative delight; wherewith it had been spiritualised; passedaway out of my mind。 A gift; a faculty; if it had not departed; wassuspended and inanimate within me。 There would have been somethingsad; unutterably dreary; in all this; had I not been conscious that itlay at my own option to recall whatever was valuable in the past。 Itmight be true; indeed; that this was a life which cou