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But in other points; as well as this; I was growing very lenient to my master: I was forgetting all his faults; for which I had once kept a sharp look…out。 It had formerly been my endeavour to study all sides of his character: to take the bad with the good; and from the just weighing of both; to form an equitable judgment。 Now I saw no bad。 The sarcasm that had repelled; the harshness that had startled me once; were only like keen condiments in a choice dish: their presence was pungent; but their absence would be felt as paratively insipid。 And as for the vague something—was it a sinister or a sorrowful; a designing or a desponding expression?— that opened upon a careful observer; now and then; in his eye; and closed again before one could fathom the strange depth partially disclosed; that something which used to make me fear and shrink; as if I had been wandering amongst volcanic…looking hills; and had suddenly felt the ground quiver and seen it gape: that something; I; at intervals; beheld still; and with throbbing heart; but not with palsied nerves。 Instead of wishing to shun; I longed only to dare—to divine it; and I thought Miss Ingram happy; because one day she might look into the abyss at her leisure; explore its secrets and analyse their nature。

Meantime; while I thought only of my master and his future bride— saw only them; heard only their discourse; and considered only their movements of importance—the rest of the party were occupied with their