this pleased and fortified me。 If he became convinced
that I was a murderer and this knowledge struck terror throughout his soul;
then he wouldn’t dare refuse to show me the final painting。 I was so curious
about that picture; not because of any sin I’d mitted on its account—I
genuinely wanted to see how it’d turned out。
“Is it important who killed that miscreant?” I said。 “Is it not possible that
whoever rid us of him has done a good deed?”
I was encouraged when I saw he could no longer look me directly in the eye。
Magnanimous men; who think themselves better and morally superior to
others; cannot look you in the eye when they are embarrassed on your behalf;
perhaps because they are contemplating reporting you and abandoning you to
a fate of torture and execution。
Outside; just in front of the courtyard gate; the dogs began a frenzied
howling。
“It’s begun to snow again;” I said。 “Where has everyone gone at this late
hour? Why have they left you here all alone? They haven’t even lit a candle for
you。”
“It’s quite strange; indeed;” he said。 “I don’t understand it myself。”
He was so sincere that I believed him pletely; and despite ridiculing him
just as the other miniaturists did; I once again knew that I actually loved him
profoundly。 But hoy sudden and great flood of
respect a